bummer...

Apparently, I am not a very good friend.

It's most likely true.

I thought I actually contributed a lot... but I guess the worth of what I did doesn't really mean anything in the long run.

I never meant any ingratitude but I guess that's how I presented it.

I have my shit to deal with. I know that by now I should be well over it. I haven't sought help in dealing with my issues, but I don't trust that well.

I won't make the same mistakes again. All I can really do is offer an apology and a thanks... but I don't think they mean much to you.

Oh well.